February 14, 2024
Today marks the beginning of Lent, and Valentineโs Day. The seemingly strange combination of observances has me pondering this morning.

Ashes and flowers.
Fasting and special dinners.
Abstinence and huge chocolate hearts.
And this scripture that reminds me of another unanticipated occurrence.
โGod made him (Jesus) who had no sin to be sin for us, so that in him (Jesus) we might become the righteousness of God.โ
โญโญ2 Corinthiansโฌ โญ5โฌ:โญ21โฌ โญNIVโฌโฌ
Jesus willingly lived, in the flesh, a life obedient to God so that He could be punished for my unwillingness to live a life obedient to God. His love, the love of Christ, for His Creation is so astounding that He would trade places with usโฆ any one of us!
On this celebration of LOVE day, I am choosing ashes, and remembering Christโs love for me. His love was for me before I even had a chance to rebel. His love was pursuing me in a multitude of ways that in my rebellion I didnโt understand. I think His pursuit for my heart scared me at the time. My perceptions of God and His Son were so skewed by a life lived by my own definitions, culturally influenced values and man-made rules. In short, I trusted myself more than God.
โTherefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles. And let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us, fixing our eyes on Jesus, the pioneer and perfecter of faith. For the joy set before Him He endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God.โ
โญโญHebrewsโฌ โญ12โฌ:โญ1โฌ-โญ2โฌ โญNIVโฌโฌ
I spoke this week in a group setting about my resistance to surrender. Though Iโve believed in Jesus from a young age, itโs taken me years of walking with Jesus to slowly, bit by bit, surrender my life and my will to Godโs Lordship. And Iโm not fully there.

The question presented in our group discussion was this in a nutshell:
โWhat would it take for you to fully surrender your life to God?โ
Can I be honest? That question terrifies me. It sends a shiver down my spine because I donโt think I want to know the true answer to that question. And my reaction points straight to the root of the matter, doesnโt it? I presume it will take something horrible and torturous.
In reality, Godโs gentleness and kindness shine most brightly. I can look back throughout the decades of my faith journey and see all the people, circumstances, and events God wove lovingly and delicately into my story as markers directing my eyes back to Him.
I spoke to the group of my stubborn willfulness keeping me from full surrender. A wise facilitator added an observation I had not previously considered. Fear. And it was a lightbulb moment. I see it now, a stubborn willfulness as a protective wall harboring a fearful heart.
Me and Jesus have some work to do. The truth has been revealed and I see it. Heart work is hard work, and a choice. I already know the benefits so Iโll agree. Jesus will be with me helping me trust Him with more of my heart.
I am choosing, not by religious law, but as an act of love and gratitude for Jesus, to give up something of my will each day that leads to Resurrection Sunday. And I am purposely turning my eyes to Him, who for the joy set before Him endured the cross to set me freeโฆ from myself.

It will feel to me that these choices are costing much. Choosing heart restoration always costs in terms of time, effort and pain. However, as I ponder I realize that I have not much understanding of cost. Iโm not much acquainted with what it means to give my life for another.
โFor he has rescued us from the dominion of darkness and brought us into the kingdom of the Son He loves, in whom we have redemption, the forgiveness of sins.โ
โญโญColossiansโฌ โญ1โฌ:โญ13โฌ-โญ14โฌ โญNIVโฌโฌ
How about you, friend?
What does Lent mean to you?
Are you able to place yourself in my shoes, and ponder the immense love of Christ for you?
How do you feel about the idea of Jesus taking your punishment of death, and setting you free?
How will you celebrate this LOVE day?

Lisa


Thank you for visiting. As always I appreciate you participating in the conversation. Iโll be pondering your comment today as well. โSurrender is death. Death ainโt easy.โ Whoa. Thank you for your comments.
Eyes on Jesus and shine,
Lisa
Ashes have their rightful place and season, then he gives us Joy. Heart work is indeed hard-work, but it is the only way to get where we desperately desire to go – ever closer to the heart of Jesus.
Surrender is a death. Death ain’t easy. But without is there is no resurrection.
โWhat would it take for you to fully surrender your life to God?โ – I will ponder over this great question. Thank you, Lisa
Hi Donna! Thank you so much for taking time to visit and participate in this conversation. Your comments are an encouragement to me. Iโve been pondering the books 40 days of decrease, which seems to be popping up in lots of conversations lately. Eyes on Jesusโฆ youโre shining!
Bettie, I love that you desire to be a lifetime learner. You keep looking to Jesus and following His lead. Heโs beautiful in you. Lisa
Oh thank you so much, Maree Dee. Thank you for visiting and taking time to engage with my words and message. I appreciate your comments so very much.
Iโm going to your Pinterest link now.
Eyes on Jesusโฆ Youโre shining even in the midst of hard places. Lisa
Surrender can be so hard and yet so rewarding. I too am on a lifetime pursuit of Jesus and surrendering it all to Him. Even when I do surrender I many times take it back.
Thank you for sharing your wisdom with our Grace & Truth community! I will proudly feature it on my Pinterest board for Grace & Truth Featured Posts.
You can see your article hereโ
https://www.pinterest.com/embracingtheune/grace-truth-christian-link-up-featured-posts/.
Lisa I love the way you contrasted the worldly idea of love on Valentine’s Day with the true and pure love of God which we contemplate throughout Lent. I look forward to Lent each year as a time to recalibrate and focus on the beauty of Christ. Yet like you, surrender is that word which strikes fear into my heart. I think with each passing Lenten season I learn to let go a little more.
Thank you for visiting here and taking time to contribute to the conversation ๐
I have so much more to learn about love and giving and surrender! I’m so thankful that He is so patient and full of grace!!