Self, what does {try} look like through your filter of life experience? (continued)

Either way, I tend to be quick to jump out of the boat - just like Peter - right into the water two feet first.  My eyes are on Jesus, wanting to succeed in this new adventure, and make Him proud of me - a step and then another.  But the waves and the wind and the dark, scariness of the whole thing overwhelms my initial excitement and...