And then there were just two. There’s always a dull ache in my heart. A small lump in my throat. A stinging behind my eyes… When it’s time to say goodbye to the seeds and their families.
My hugs are tighter than necessary because I am trying to make an imprint of them on my heart. The kind of imprint that will last until next time.
I say “I love you” too many times because one more is always good. You know! Just in case they didn’t hear me the other 5 times.
I always say dumb mom things that grown ups already know. Like. “Be safe.” And, “Let us know when you get home.”
I wave again and again and don’t turn away until they round the corner so they know for sure that I am going to miss their presence.
It’s time to part. Everyone has had enough of up close and need some personal space. We all know it, and recognize that this is how it is meant to be.
The memories are good, and even if there was a moment that could be changed, I would not do it.
It’s the wobbly times. The emotional moments. The awkward. The daunting. The laughter. The competition. The noise and the silence. The YAY and the uh-oh… That make memories for a lifetime.
It’s all the emotions (whether we like them or not) that remind us of the only people on the planet who have the power to impact us so deeply.
Because, these are the only people we allow this close and love this much!
I am an avid follower of Jesus. I have been since my early twenties when I met Him personally and received dramatic healing in my body and mind. After many years of marriage and raising sons into the teen years, I was challenged to explore the duplicity of my spoken faith followed up by fearful actions.
I received the challenge presented by both of my sons. They love me and so they dared to confront me with the truth. Chips off my proverbial block! I determined then {more than a decade ago} to overcome fear with faith that was more than words.
In my late 40's I made a decision to leave the desert wandering behind and set out to pursue the abundant life Jesus promised His disciples. I am a tentmaker {actually a reupholsterer} by day, which helps to support the call God has on my life to serve Him in my community. I thoroughly enjoy my work. Repairing and restoring throw-away furniture is a fulfilling creative outlet. More so, my Cheer House Repair and Restore business opens the door for me to interact with my community.
My passion is to walk so closely to Jesus that others want to know Him too. I love to introduce women to Him as we walk, talk, and work together hand in hand through everyday life. Nothing thrills me more than to watch someone fall so in love with Jesus through His word and conversation; learning to trust His heart and receive His great love!
I have been married to my dear man for over 30 rollercoaster years. We're simply thrilled that our latter days are more joyful and purposeful than our first. Together we have two - grown young men on their own journeys. Additionally, we share our home with 3 lively rescue pups.
I look forward to having you join me on this journey of faith...
Bold feet, humble heart
Psalm 131 ~
Lisa
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